We are just into the new year and I find myself acutely aware of the Lord's favor in my life. Kim and I just celebrated our 10-year anniversary last week and I am so excited about reaching this milestone. I never had any doubt of our commitment to our vows, but it feels good to look over our past and see how the Lord has orchestrated our lives for His purposes and our good. There were a number of downright uncomfortable moments as we grew through life's circumstances, but in hindsight those "mountains" were simply bumps and not as daunting as we once thought they were. Debt and discouragement were trivial in light of God's abundant provision of grace.
As I reflect on the past, I am emboldened, but often as soon as I look ahead, I regain an angst about the path before me. I have begun calling this feeling a "funk", though I am sure you have your own label for it. Things could be going amazingly well for me; I have money in the bank, the wife is madly in love with me, I'm in the best shape of my life and still, this "funk" creeps in. It is not so much a feeling of fear or depression, but more a sense of uncertainty, blind-sight or, as the Lord would probably label it, a lack of faith.
Many of us move through our days with a preset notion of how life should unfold. We view life so linearly and expect "A", "B", & "C" to always equal "D". When it doesn't, we begin to question. We begin to wonder if "B" or "C" should have even been part of the equation. We scratch our heads (sometimes beat them against the wall) wondering why "D" is not the "D" that we had envisioned for ourselves. "What is the Lord doing here?", we may ask. "Why can't He simply drop 'D' into my lap without all the drama associated with 'B' & 'C'?" "Why can't He just give me a crystal-clear picture of what "D" is?!?"
OK, enough with the Algebra. I think you get my point and the more I type about this line-of-thinking the more frustrated I get with my lack of reverence for the God of the universe.
Proverbs 3 reads:
1 My son, do not forget my teaching,
but let your heart keep my commandments,
2 for length of days and years of life
and peace they will add to you.
3 Let not steadfast love and faithfulness forsake you;
bind them around your neck;
write them on the tablet of your heart.
4 So you will find favor and good success
in the sight of God and man.
5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
and do not lean on your own understanding.
6 In all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make straight your paths.
7 Be not wise in your own eyes;
fear the Lord, and turn away from evil.
8 It will be healing to your flesh
and refreshment to your bones.
9 Honor the Lord with your wealth
and with the firstfruits of all your produce;
10 then your barns will be filled with plenty,
and your vats will be bursting with wine.
11 My son, do not despise the Lord's discipline
or be weary of his reproof,
12 for the Lord reproves him whom he loves,
as a father the son in whom he delights.
There it is! The equation which equals fulfillment and a funkless or less-funk life.
"So, John, you've have read this passage a number of times. Why the funk?"
"Do you really trust?"
Deep things sometimes scare me. I enjoyed snorkeling in the
I was thinking about this in conjunction with the spiritual realm. God invites us to go deep with Him rather than be content with the surface. In Romans 11 we read “Oh, the depths of the riches of the wisdom and knowledge of God.”
As Paul writes his New Testament books he reveals something of his heart as he grows and lives in this intimate relationship with the Almighty Creator. Phil 3:10: “I want to know Christ” . . . I want to progressively become intimately acquainted with my Lord . . I want to go deep. “I want to know the power of His resurrection” I want to touch His garment and allow Christ’s power to flow through me to others. “I want to know the fellowship of His suffering.” Why Paul the suffering part? James says that trials, suffering drive us deeper into our walk with the Lord.
People this should be our cry to go deeper in our spiritual walk and not be satisfied with the surface. To be intimately acquainted with Him. Not to be intimately acquainted with theology, the church or good works, but to be intimately acquainted with Christ, to fall in love with our Savior. What a rush to get beyond the surface.
David said in Psalms 42, “As the deer pants for the water, so my soul pants for thee oh God. My soul thirsts for the living God.”
The question that arises in my mind is what keeps us from this intimate deep walk with our God? Here are a couple of things to consider that seems hinders us (me) from actively pursuing and taking hold of this deep, exciting, productive walk with our God.
ü First is our cluttered complicated world. God did not create it this way. We with depraved minds made it this way. The writer of Ecclesiastes says this, “God made us plain and simple, but we made ourselves very complicated.” And we have.
We cry out, “More is better, bigger is best, enough is never enough.” Not only do we acquire we keep and then we have to maintain all that we keep. There are times when I get on this treadmill and I ride it until I am exhausted. Busyness becomes my greatest enemy to intimacy with God
It seems to me that in order to walk in a deep relationship with our Creator we need to simplify our private lives. Now I don’t know what that means to you, but I do know there are some steps that I can take. I need to work on the discipline of simplicity. . I need to get the clutter out of my life.
ü Another thing that keeps me from enjoying the deep things of God is the lack of silence. Psalms 46 says, “Be still and know that I am God.” We live in a noisy world today.
There is no way that you or I can probe the depths of God unless we spend some time of stillness in His presence. We are commanded to rest, relax, let go and spend time with Him. We need to find the time and place where we can get alone with God. We need solitude not only where we can seek God and His presence, but a place where God can search us. “Search me, O God, and know my heart, test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting” (Psalms 139). God draw me deep!
Recently my wife Karen and I took a weekend trip to Glacier National Park. In our busy hurried life we decided it was time for a break. Time away, just the two of us. All the struggles, worries, hurry, tiredness were left at the door. Some solitude, some silence and some big beautiful mountains. All of a sudden the world took on a new look and so did God.
I hate to talk about the “good ol' days,” but bear with me for a moment. There was a time when television, computers, video games were not an option. We had family and friends who would come and visit. Playing was “kick the can.” Sometimes we would sit on our front porch and talk with neighbors. Getting away was jumping on a train and heading for Naples, Idaho to visit family. (Memories, precious memories thanks for a moment of indulgence).
We had a taste of the discipline of silence. Sometimes there was nothing to say or no one to say anything to. I didn’t know much about God at that time, nor did I really care. Wish I would have. Psalms 46:10 says “Be still and know that I am God” (NIV). “Stand silent and know that I am God” (TLV).
Silence, solitude is a tough discipline to develop in our “run up the ladder,” “drive hard,” “hurry up,” noisy culture. Yet we are commanded to stop, rest, relax, let go and focus on Him. It is hard to hear that “still small voice” in the clutter of the day.
I was writing this for others, but after laying out the challenge I guess it is time to get my own life “uncluttered” so I am not numb to His voice.
Today I took a couple of large boxes filled with IAP files to the shredder. The process of getting some of these files from the cabinet to the box was interesting. First, I had to look through the files to see which ones were necessary and which were not. Some of the files I didn’t even have to think twice about throwing out. Others caused some hesitation before sending them to the pile. Some take-away’s come with today’s task:
Another class contained history that needed to be preserved. These took some time sorting. Some contained ideas that eventually were never acted upon, while others revealed plans that actually came to pass. This sparked memories, precious memories. They are treasured because they point to God’s faithfulness and remind me not to give up. Paul said it this way, “Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.”
Last night my wife and I spent the evening with some friends in Reardan, a farming community just outside of Spokane. The dinner was wonderful, but reliving some of the IAP history was not only enjoyable, but refreshing and encouraging. Daniel, a business man from Romania, was in town and staying with Fred and Vickie. Daniel wasn’t always a businessman. When we first met him he was just a young man trying to find his way in a broken country that was looking to heal from years of communist oppression.
IAP was invited into this brokenness and began by setting up a farm. Fred took the lead with getting donated equipment and Marlin, another Spokane businessman, took time out from his business and, with his wife Sharon, moved to Romania to help these people build businesses that would not only create jobs, but provide funding for churches and outreach. Into this exciting adventure comes Daniel. These men and others took this young man that knew very little about business, mentored him and the rest is history.
The farm turned into a seed mill, the mill into the construction of silos and steel buildings. This process was not a cakewalk and a lot of blood, sweat and tears went into the development of RDI. But to see the product of hard work and perseverance and hear the stories of what God has done warmed our hearts. Daniel is now the President of RDI which currently employs 27 Romanians. We viewed pictures on his computer (which I might add was new and much better than mine…not fair…J) of a recently finished 8 million dollar contract. IMPRESSIVE!!
Business, professionals, marketplace people have a wonderful opportunity to minister where they are planted, whether that be as a business-owner or an employee. But God also pricks the hearts of some to take their spiritual gifts and vocational skills and use them to impact the community outside of their local environment. Fred, Marlin and other successful businessmen caught the vision and helped to change lives and impact a needy part of our world.
This transformation that takes place in a life when it connects with people and helps change the world is what keeps IAP moving forward. Although our role in this story is sometimes small, we are blessed as we see God move in the lives of so many. He continues presenting opportunities for linking businesses and professionals with projects in low income countries.
What is your story and how can IAP partner with you?
I just finished meeting with two women from a local title company who came in asking what they could do professionally to earn my business. It didn't take very long for the conversation to shift from business pleasantries to a conversation of substance.
One of the ladies asked, "How is everything else going?” Anyone who knows me knows how I responded. My demeanor immediately brightened as I began to share about Letta MFI and the ongoing work of IAP. This is what Kim (my wife) and I are passionate about. This is what gets us up in morning. As one of the ladies sensed my enthusiasm, she shared with me her daughter's desire to possibly take off a year from college and get involved in Africa.
"In Africa? What does that mean?" That is the question this mother is asking herself and praying about. "Is this just some new fad or trend that has captured my daughter's heart or is there merit in this prompting?"
I challenged this concerned mother to nurture this dialogue with her daughter and commit it to prayer. She cannot discount that the Spirit of the Living God may in fact be behind all this.
I admit that as we watch the news and world events we are inundated with celebrities and people of notoriety who are turning their efforts and fortunes toward the continent of Africa. What is their motivation in this? I am not going to even begin to search their hearts and judge their motivations, but it is interesting that it seems like Africa is becoming a status symbol of sorts. Why is this?
Why is this happening...or...why is this interesting?
Oh, I know why it is happening. It is happening because the need is so great on the continent of Africa. People who are confronted by the reality of the situation are quickly cut to the heart and demand a response to the injustice of poverty and the fallout from such a crisis. The images of death, malnutrition, orphans, widows, blight, famine, war, genocide, disease, etc haunt those who have be confronted by this overwhelming reality. To not act would be inhumane (un-human). To not act would rob one of any hope or joy in their own life. Regardless of the motivation, there is a response.
What is interesting is that it has become a status symbol in some regard. Why? Why are the Bonos, the Dilians, the Jolies, the Pitts, the Clooneys of the world being noticed and placed on a pedestal by many for their philanthropic work in Africa? Simply and humbly stated, it is novelty. It is something new and newsworthy.
The fact is that even in times of immense prosperity here in the United States and other "civilized" nations during the 1900's (and truthfully even now) we have, as a people, turned a blind eye to the situation in Africa. We have simply chosen to forget or ignore our global community, so we could have more time and resources to commit to our self-indulgent lifestyles. I know that sounds harsh, but I am right there in the middle of that statement. We as a nation and more specifically as the American church have utterly failed in our response to the needs of the world. So because we have been apathetic and ineffective for so long, the world will take notice of those who have not.
Wow, John! Are you actually saying that the Ford Foundation, the Gates Foundation and individual actors and superstars have been more the "hands and feet" of Christ than the very Church that Christ established through his death and ministry!
What I know is this.
There are millions of people who, because of circumstances and not choice, wake up daily to "Africa" and everything that that word encapsulates. These people are crying out to the Lord of Hosts for reprieve and provision. The Lord is not going to ignore their cries. He will respond. He will use all means necessary to sustain those that love Him.
The true injustice is that God is not receiving the glory. As God uses those who are willing, to answer the cries of His people, His name is being replaced with names of men.
Church of God, understand that the plan for this world is you. You, being filled by God Himself, have the power and ability to return the glory of God to its rightful place. Africa is not a lost cause. It is not a stage on which to perform. It is not an outlet for my carnal need to feel good about what I am doing. It is an altar.
As the Church rebuilds this altar and sacrificing ensues, God's glory will be made known to this world and Africa will no longer be a trend, but a place of worship.